Love & Hip Hop: Hollywood‘s Moniece Slaughter has taken to Instagram again to express that she’s “been depressed,” and that she refuses to film with VH1 any longer in a recent lengthy post. Warning – the content below is definitely NSFW.

For the last month I've been depressed. I'm overwhelmed. I didn't leave my house all week last week except to get food. Food I couldn't eat. I don't sleep. It's been blow after blow after blow. I literally can not handle anymore. And to be honest. I don't even know how the fuck I'm about to get through this week with my son because I'm so very empty. And now this. Unlike what Kimberly said about me. I take my music very fucking seriously. I don't have money to waste. To throw at a FUCKING hobby that I hope sticks one day. And I don't ask anybody for shit. I fucking grind for it. I don't have childcare. I don't have a staff of people. I do this on my mother FUCKING own. I ain't got no nigga puttin up the bread. I don't have a fuckin label backing me. I bust my fucking ass. Do you hear me. now I'm just flat out FUCKING done. Done. Done. I have never in my life been so grateful for a chapter to end. I'm so glad this is my last season. Tonight I got tagged in a clip of my vocal lesson scene. I sang MY OWN SONG. IN MY OWN LESSON. WITH MY OWN COUSIN. This is the 2nd scene where my music has been cut so this non singing. Cum guzzling. Dick monger. Could blab about shit that don't nobody give a fuck about. We listened to her FUCKING whine her raggedy verse overshadowed her with simple harmonies for these stupid fucks @vh1 to air a god damn album cover. @daylana88 please reach out to @bigfishusa and @Vh1 for a copy of my contract. I don't have a signed contract. They told me that I didn't have to sign anything because I got a pick up notice. FUCKING liars. I'm not filming shit. I'm not attending the shitty reunion. I'm not talking to another FUCKING soul that works for this show until they speak to you. And tell em I'll send somebody else to pick up my check on Friday. You can also tell them I said to SUCK MY FUCKIN DICK

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The aspiring singer who’s the mother to Lil Fizz’s son shared a post where she wrote, “Last time I aired @VH1 out my phone blew up. They wanted me to stay off social media. But this time I’m back to say f— you double time. Y’all aired a f—ing song in that vocal lesson and I was promised that my f—ing lesson wouldn’t be about that f—ing c– guzzling whore.”

Slaughter elaborated on what she was referring to in the caption of her post that was made early on Tuesday morning (Aug. 27).

“For the last month, I’ve been depressed. I’m overwhelmed. I didn’t leave my house all week last week except to get food. Food I couldn’t eat. I don’t sleep. It’s been blow after blow after blow. I literally can not handle [it] anymore. And to be honest. I don’t even know how the f— I’m about to get through this week with my son because I’m so very empty,” Slaughter wrote.

“And now this. Unlike what Kimberly [K. Michelle] said about me. I take my music very f—ing seriously. I don’t have money to waste. To throw at a F—ING hobby that I hope sticks one day. And I don’t ask anybody for s—. I f—ing grind for it. I don’t have childcare. I don’t have a staff of people. I do this on my mother F—ING own. I ain’t got no n—- puttin up the bread. I don’t have a f—in label backing me. I bust my f—ing a–. Do you hear me.”

Slaughter went on to say that she will no longer be talking to any staff members at VH1, who films and airs the Love & Hip Hop franchise episodes.

“Now I’m just flat out F—ING done. Done. Done. I have never in my life been so grateful for a chapter to end. I’m so glad this is my last season. Tonight I got tagged in a clip of my vocal lesson scene. I sang MY OWN SONG. IN MY OWN LESSON. WITH MY OWN COUSIN. This is the 2nd scene where my music has been cut so this non-singing. C– guzzling. D— monger. Could blab about s— that don’t nobody give a f— about. We listened to her F—ING whine her raggedy verse overshadowed her with simple harmonies for these stupid f—s @vh1 to air a god damn album cover. @daylana88 please reach out to @bigfishusa and @Vh1 for a copy of my contract,” Slaughter continued.

Slaughter, who took to social media previously to air out her grievances with the network claimed that VH1 lied to her regarding her contract.

“I don’t have a signed contract. They told me that I didn’t have to sign anything because I got a pick-up notice. F—ING liars. I’m not filming s—. I’m not attending the s—ty reunion. I’m not talking to another F—ING soul that works for this show until they speak to you,” Slaughter said.

“And tell em I’ll send somebody else to pick up my check on Friday. You can also tell them I said to SUCK MY F—IN D—.”

Glennisha Morgan is a Detroit-bred multimedia journalist and writer. She writes about intersectionality, hip-hop, pop culture, queer issues, race, feminism, and her truth. Follow her on Twitter @GlennishaMorgan.